Thursday 28 June 2012

Wednesday 27 June 2012

Opinion: Typical undergraduate eyes (-,-)

Since in a primary school I never have a big dream like everyone dreamed of, in simply word, I don’t have ambition or any aim in life. The level of satisfaction in me is very low even till today as an undergraduate student in one of the most significant university in Asia. Yet, I still think that I’m the lowest of them all in comparison.

When I 1st enter this IPTA, my expectation was overwhelm from what it really is, but that’s fine, I think. As long as I can focus on study, instead of that, as a student we need to have our own passion and high commitment toward studies in this wilderness campus life, if I can use the word to describe it I prefer signify this phase of life as the meticulous in-search as young adult to find the true life.

People keep questioning themselves I believe, can anyone achieve their dream job as soon as graduated from this famous university? For me, it is just about how they manage their life particularly during in-search for knowledge and not just that, they need to be participating actively in co-curricular activities as well. It is just not right to justify people based on their CGPA. After all, the aim for the employee is to cope everything including management skills, leadership and cooperative worker, not just A’ for subjects taken.


Another thing that irritating me in here is that people do stereotyping a person based on courses and results. That is just absurd and not fair. Personally I think that kind of person is worst than white people in 70s when racism appeared upon the African American people. We don’t have to be judgmental to find which one is more superior to other. Most of the readers agree with me if I say that in order establish something we need a few components to complete it. All right I’ll make simpler, for example, a medical student (superior) used English to learn in class, to stay from astray they need religion, to achieve success they need to be prepared in both physically and psychology. Thus, everything is symbiosis.


That all from me..till again lad.

Saturday 25 February 2012

Personal: 3 weeks in 2nd semester

3 weeks  in 2nd semester, I’m still in study-less mode with honestly lot of things comes to my mind right now concerns my studies, finance, friends, family, and of course my beloved. Sorry dear.

     Right, first, let’s talk about studies.FYI I merely got kick out because of my grade in previous semester wasn’t good enough. Everything pops out in my mind when I saw the result. How come? Didn’t I study? Yes I played few times but that doesn’t mean anything because that just intentionally for exercise. However, things happen no matter what and so I got depressed and freak out at the moment but then times fly. Most of my friends got flying grade, even without colors, but hey at least they pass all subjects. Whenever I think about it, am I really meant to be here or there’s some errant somewhere? There was a time I told my roommate “otak aku ni lembab sangat, aku baca buku semalaman sama dengan kau baca buku dari pagi sampai tengahari.” Then he answered “jadi kau kena baca la 3 atau 4 kali lagi.” That’s really got into me at that moment but it’s too late, it already 3 days more before the exam over, but this time I will start from the beginning, fresh start, kick start, or anything you call it. It is too late for me to change my mind to get into other courses rather than English. Why? Because this is the only thing I can do! Furthermore, I am not getting younger; bet I’m the oldest in class, I guest. So, let just conclude no matter what are the causes may come I have to not only pass but at least straight B’s for all subjects this semester. Strengthen and guide me dear God.

       Let see my financial perspective shall we. I’m from ‘kampung’ so guess what I earn for a living, “nnoreh, nnebah dale bukit, jua kkuro(sometimes),ngupoh cabut anok getoh pah banyok lagi lah.”(kelantanese dialect). Most of the people I know, they just call their parent if they need money but not for me. Actually I glad I’m not one of them, wonder? That is because it has made me how and who I really am now. Even when I desperately needed money I rather call my brother or sister. I’ll not call my mom, I mean for money of course. Can you imagine she have to works more than half of her life by tapping rubber trees to raise all 12 siblings? If you’re from ‘kampung’ maybe you can have slight image of that situation. I have to work during semester break. Last semester I just ate rice and ‘budu’ with some veggie for almost 2 month. Sounds tough to me. Remember I’m not asking your sympathy! Just want you to know it’s hard to find money so spend it as wise as you can. Since for this time I will only focus on my studies so hopefully all expenditure would be less, insyaalah.

      Hello my friends. First of all I’m so sorry I can’t visit you guys as I used to and secondly thank you so much for being supportive and understanding for me right now.

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